Divorce

I've heard a lot of people talk about divorce feeling like a tearing or ripping of the heart. I filed for my divorce Februauy 15, 2013. When I left the office, I felt so liberated, I could not stop praiseing God. There was no riping or tearing; Just freedom. I'm not in any hurry to start anything new. Im just glad to have dead weight off my back. I do feel bad I wasted my first experience of marriage on that man. God reminded me on the day I left my husband "I did not join you together, and i am not in this marriage." If God is not in this marriage then im not either.

Struggle

I've struggled for most of my life. It's hard to get rid of an old friend. Struggle has been an old family friend. It was passed down to my mother;old faithful till the end. Then she passed it down to me; old faithful til. . . .I was in the process of passing him down to my children until. . . I started my prayer to God telling him all about struggle; giving struggles much attention in my prayers. Then I heard say, "struggle is not your friend. He's been holding you back for far to long. Everything bless you, you don't recognize my blessing because struggle camouflage it to look like him. Look again at everything I have done for you. Why are you still struggling. Look at the gifts and talents and the connections to go along with those gifts & talents. I have given you all the tools you need to get away from struggle. Now is the time to let him go. Ephesians 2:2-7 Struggle was your past, but prosperity is your now and from now on." Says the Lord.

attention

Who needs my attention the most? My 14 year old. She's in the hospital recovering from back surgery. My help now needs my extra motherly attention. No children under 16 are allowed in the hospital. Now what do I do with my 4 year old and my 6 year old? Thank God for best friends. "Anything you want me to do for you just let me know". Sure do (not an empty gesture).can you watch my kids for me?" My God is an on time God yes he is.