Believing in God again

Just before my mother passed, I put my complete trust in God that he would heal my mom and restore her strength. Even up until they put the tub down her throat. I said "God, I know you can still perform miracles. So now would be a good time to show yourself mighty, show yourself strong". Well, needless to say what the the out come was. Now yet again I am faced with believing God again to heal. "Lord I can't handle the death of my child, is it in your will to heal her back of scoliosis? Two days before surgery. Still believing God to bring her through the surgery. You didn't save my mother when I believed you for it, why should I believe you for my daughter? Because there is no one else who can claim to have everything under his control. He was in control when my mother passed, and he is in control now ready to bring her through this surgery. Amen.

When there'sno go to women

being a single mom, there is  no husband to lean on for back-up. Next in line, mommy dearest. But what do you  when your go to person is not there?  who do  i trust with my  girls when i can't always take them with me? who will cherish and care for my girls while im at work and there is no school? Who will respect and protect them?  In all my ways acknowledge  Lord, and he will direct my path. God knows the hearts of people.  So i can trust him to lead me in the right direction. concerning my girls. God loves them even more than i do.  So i know they will be safe  whatever arrangements make for them.

God forgave me twice

I got two baby daddies and I'm still a christian. Now how did that pull that off?  I asked God to forgive me twice for not realizing he is all the man I need. 1John 1:9 From now on I will delight myself in you Lord. I will wait on you to send me my soul's mate. Lord please give me grace and wisdom to raise my girls and to train them in the way that they should go. Let me be the example they need to show them how to be respected, strong, and independent young Ladies.  And where ever I lack, Lord you be strong. That's how I did it.

This week was very interesting. Since I work at a college, my first day back to work was January 22 since Christmas. Lovely being off while the children are at school. Went back to work Tuesday and got a call from my middle child's school nurse (6 years old). "Your baby has a temperature of 99. Someone needs to come and pick her up". " Ok i'm on my way. i really didn't want to return back to work anyway. Now i can use sick time. :-)  She stays home the next day and goes to school the day after. Then i return to work sick also. Thursday get called home again to pick up the same child. this time withe a fever of 102. As of today all 3 girls and mom are recovering from this cold bug.  God is working even in this.